Thursday, June 17, 2010
I like that this school is an Epeditionary Learning school because the more I read about what that is, I'm finding that it is the type of learning that I encourage and the type of place I have been searching for. =D
So, as of right now I am continuing to apply for jobs that seem interesting. The future is looking bright and I am looking forward to all the new interesting things that will be happening to us due to possible changes. =)
Monday, June 14, 2010
As the trees are getting prepared for the new and exciting changes that winter and spring will present itself with, I too must prepare for the changes that will happen with my career. I must accept that what will fall will fall and what will regrow will be something tremendously spectacular. I will allow God to lead me where I need to go now. May God bless us all and that we may all allow him to work miracles in our lives, no matter how scary or turbulent of a ride he may lead us down.
I've been preparing myself for this day since last spring. Yet regardless of all the preparation, I feel that you can never fully prepare yourself to lose your job unless you already have a job lined-up, which I do not.
I guess what I mostly feel right now is anger and sadness. Yes, I understand that the economy is bad and that there somehow isn't funding for the most important thing in the world (Education), but seriously, how is there not funding for the future leaders of our world? This is a question that has kept me up countless nights. People say I will move on quickly and that moving away from Pahrump will be the best thing that could happen for me, yet I am still angry at the lawmakers who have done this to the children that I love and care about. I've poured my hard earned money back into my classroom and have found technology grants to give my students what I feel will prepare them for the 21st Century, AND I am enraged that this could be happening to the kids that have become my surrogate children. I worry about my students I have come to know and love. What about them!? Did the politicians who failed to fund their classes ever think about them? They are not just a number that needs to be balanced! They are real. They are just like us. AND they deserve to have an education that is equal to students in other states…yet how can they in a state that has bottomed out as the state with the least funding per pupil?!